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How many times?How many times must we go through this?  All these tears I've shed,  
All the pain I'll never miss.   
How many times must I walk away?  Rebuilding my emotions,  Remolding my heart like it's made of clay.   
And How many times must I say good-bye?  Wander alone and I wonder if,  We're looking up at the same night sky.   
So many times we've run around,  Chasin our feelins in circles,  Til we run them into the ground.  So many times I've run away,  I didn't know where to turn,  But didn't have the courage to stay. (didn't have the courage to stay)    How many times?
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heart on the shelfI'm running away,  From a dozen nameless fears,  I'm fleeing forever,  hiding myself all of these years.  I cower in shame,  
And now it's time for a choice.  Shall I remain nameless?  Or will i use my voice?   
I know how much you hate me,  
And no matter what i do,  I find it's quite impossible,  To bring pleasure to you.  You take and take,  And never give,  Although you appear,  To make me live.  Although you leave me  Naught but a scarred heart,  All the time I pity you,  And your poisoned art.   
My heart full of pity,  I n heart on the shelf
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The LakeFighting up through water,  For love and air and light,  I'm swallowed up by darkness,  Lost in eternal night.   
The reeds of hate entangle me,  And wrap around my legs.  Pulled down by murky prejudice,  I rest amongst the dregs.   
Were I to break away and swim,  Back up towards the light,  I might escape this bitterness,  This cold and endless fight.   
I break the surface of the water,  
Cold and full of lies.  I look into a friendly face,  See naught but evil eyes.   
I'd barely made my own escape,  And you cast me in the lake.   The Lake
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life ain't worth livin w/o no pastrami

Sat Apr 10, 2004, 10:30 PM
hey all. wow. it's been a while. several months of a while. haha. a lot's happened in the last few months... let's see... jenna and i started going out dec 1, my dad left for iraq on jan 8, and is still there... jenna and i broke up cuz she wanted to choose between her and my friends and i said fuck that i'd already sacrificed enuff 4 her, she was asking to much and i was sticking w/ my friends. scott and amanda started going out in... i dunno... late feb maybe? i dunno... cika and mike have been going out since a little after me and jenna hooked up, but they're still together. scott and amanda broke up, which i thought was gonna tear the whole group apart.. luckily enough, they didn't try and make me take sides, so instead of the whole group splitting, it was just kinda scott breaking off. hmm... that seems to sum things up pretty good. i'll tell about more as i think of it. hmm.... sadie hawkins is coming up, but i don't think im gonna go unless someone im hoping will ask me does, but at the moment it's looking rather unlikely... i guess it just sucks to be me... yeah. hmm... tomorrow's easter... i'm in az right now, visiting family and the like... i went to a kind of club sort of thing and heard a couple punk bands play, one of my brother's old friends was in it. it was pretty cool. it's colder than a witch's titty here though... it was hailing and raining and sleeting earlier... oh well.
moving back to my friends, there's a lot goin on there right now. im kinda worried about cika, if and when she and mike break up... i don't even want to think about it... scott and amanda... scott's kind of being a dick and doesn't really like cika or amanda anymore and i can't persuade him to come back to the group... im not even sure if it's worth bothering with anymore... i think im gonna go back to the "crazy ppl" area on tuesday, even though w/o my friends and i they were more like the anime freaks, only crystal made them more of crazy ppl and less of anime freaks... i dunno... it's really weird... i'm really tired... i'm gonna add some poems i did a while ago... maybe if i can i'll scan some stuff up and put it on here... i have some flash animations i know i can put up... oh well... i think i'm just gonna call it a nite... goodnite, and thanx for all the shoes.
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  • Current Residence: ca
  • Interests: punk, ska, and various other affiliations of liberal music, baseball, my friends, other happy stuff
  • Favourite movie: hmm... im trying to think of one where at the end i was just like "damn, that was a good movie&
  • Favourite band or musician: NOFX, pennywise, operation ivy, anti-flag, reel big fish, voodoo glow skulls, linkin park
  • Favourite genre of music: punk, ska
  • Operating System: im a slacker. i'm a conformist. hell, im just lazy and use windows.
  • Favourite game: all of the zelda's were great. as were the metroid series.
  • Favourite gaming platform: gamecube
  • Favourite cartoon character: tweak
  • Personal Quote: tis better to have loved and lost, than never to have lost at all

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~bert-the-beast Aug 7, 2006, 10:38:33 PM
:):):fork::)

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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~bert-the-beast Aug 7, 2006, 10:36:50 PM
:smile::smile::fork::smile

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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~bert-the-beast Apr 24, 2004, 1:32:45 AM
WHHHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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~bert-the-beast Apr 21, 2004, 12:20:53 AM
man i really need to go to bed... i need to make a new avatar... hmm i'll get right on that... in about a month. hey crystal, i love u lots! thanx 4 supporting me and stuff! ur one of my closest friends, and i just kinda feel like i take u for granted and wanted u to know that u mean a lot to me :hug: ok, ima gonna go to bed now

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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~mentalchick Feb 20, 2004, 11:04:58 PM
hey sweety! you are gunna have to make another journal soon lol, your stuff is getting better and better, keep it up! alrighty, i go and try to sleep now...arg. bye bye and have a fantastic day beautiful! i luv ya!

luv,
~mentalchick
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~bert-the-beast Jan 23, 2004, 5:40:27 PM
wow... the cobwebs are collecting... dust... dead flies... and
the like...

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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~mentalchick Nov 22, 2003, 10:26:01 PM
thanx for being my friend :)
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~mentalchick Nov 18, 2003, 5:41:48 PM
ryan i luv you! your one of my bestest pals :hug: *kisses!*


*mentalchick*
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~bert-the-beast Nov 16, 2003, 11:21:13 PM
hee hee! i finally made an avatar! I tried to make it animated but that didn't really work. oh well. i need to get flash.

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"Some people want to become immortal through either their children or their works. I'd rather become immortal by not dying."
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